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Loyalty . Respect . Honour .
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Sunday, 7 November 2010
Hey guys,(no one actually visits my blog,I pretend they do) how you'doin ? Im gonna be active in blogspot from now on,hopefully. As you can see, ma blogskin has been changed, finally thanks too iznie, :) Been months beggin peeps to help me change it.
Life has been normal. No big ups or downs so far. Just celebrated Diwali yest and invited close pals for open house. Had a decent time socialisin with them and caught up with a few old pals too. Hope everyone had a decent time, Hopefully everyone :( Friends left around, nearly 9pm. Played blackjack with relatives and dad's friends . Hahah, i felt like some rich dude seriously, me in my leather coat, cuban cigars beside me and a 24 yr old chivas regal right infront of me, playin blackjack, God damn ! Haha, made about 20 bucks. Sisters friends also joined the game, met this guy called Wan antonio, he's columbian. He is 24 yrs old ..studying here . He was tellin us about the columbian mafiaa..that they're not as strong as before, very weak. Also spoke about drugs there . Hahaha, he also sang as columbian songs n my was he good. He also knws a great deal abt football ! Haha. Pleasure to have met him. Gt a text frm ma lil sis tht herself n ma budd shaff were freaked out by some teenagers on their way home on the bus, they were kinda disturbed and irriated by those freaks. Losers shld knw better than too prey on young girls .Felt guilty i didnt send them home as it was already late and i was their host for the day . Thank god there're alright .Then celebrated dad's birthday, same day as deepavali . Great time really . Went to bed around 3am, ended sleepin at nearly 5 cause the party, to the rest of them, had only begun ! Hahaha, the hall became a dancefloor ! Haha. Anyw still gt a lot of diwali vistin to do for rest of the month. Hope to get more $$$. Hahaha.
Well the only bad thing is that theres still 5 days of extended curriculum -__________-'' hate it seriously . At least tuesday maybe gonna watch paranormal activity 2 with usual movie budds, Khair,Shaf,Zahra,Ayie and this time, joined by Aiting . :) Thinkin of Shaf and Zahra, i owe them things ! Haha . Owe Zahra a magnum, Crunch for shafiqah and a Kinda Bueno for Ratnah the coolkid . Hehehe ( Ratnah's nt tht cool anyws ) Lol. Hope school ends soon cause ma mind is sooo not into studying right now. I'm all holiday now ! Soccer Trainings still continue with a pre season tournament coming up in less than a month . ELC problems will resolve this 12th nov, where the entire club will come together to discuss the ''problem''. Hopefully its in my favour. Or else i'll have to look for a new club, i've had offers already anyws. But i want to remain at the club i have come to love, lets see how it goes...
Well, from now on, i think i gotta change myself. I think i've got no enemies, well i think i dnt, but i just gotta change myself, for the better . Seriously gotta lose weight, visit the gym and jog often ! Become my old physically fit self ! And At least be everyone's good friend as Love, isnt ma thing . All the people i have loved ever since i broke of with ma ex Nur Sabrina back in 2007, ald are in a relationship. Why ? Why must i love you ? Millions of girls out there, why you ? Maybe cause you're one in a million to me , but im just one of those million guys out there too you . As long you're happy with your boyfriend, I would say im happy for you but im not . This feeling, its like i'd do anything for ya girl. Your special, normal's boring . But i knw, i'll never be tht guy you'd wanna hear or be with all the time, im just yo friend . Im jealous of your boyfriend girl, down right jealous. God gave hym his sweetest and prettiest creation to hym and let me watch you together upclose . Thts the worst punishment, sometimes i'd wish i nvr knew you. Everytime i see ya girl,i go gaga over yous. I'd do anything . Just be happy with hym all ayte ? Well thts all bla bla..etc etc. I'knw i aint gonna be yours , might as well enjoy the simple moments with you as your friend . :(
Enough crappin abt me, sorry guys if i'd bored you to death, just needed to let it out . Take care and Please tag on ya wayy out homies. Thanks a million . ;)Labels: Trying to look at the postives of ma life . :(
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