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Monday, 22 November 2010
holidays have been boring . nth to do . maybe i shld study ? nahhhhhhh. im sick . stayed up all night long , nt to party but to vommit -.-'' i cnt even drink water, took a jap at the clinic nw all i can consume is glucose water for 2 freaking days ! :( as u can see my blog structure is ruined , i tried to do it oin my own n its all wrong nw . somebody help. haaha . idk what else to say , tc chow !

1:43 pm

Friday, 12 November 2010
Hey , Let me get straight to the point , 11/11/2010 was the worst day so far this semester for me . I sinned . Against My Own Best Friend . I cnt believe i said those things . Its simply unforgivable. No friend would have said what i had said. I when too far . I totally suck . She was there when all my other friends walked out, she was there when i was down and she was there even when i was happy and cheerful. Which guy in the right mind would have done what i did that night . For crying out loud , she only wanted to help . I'm sucha Bastard . I was rude, told her off. Fuck what was i thinking . I should go jump in a lake right now. I know no matter how much i try , things between us will never be the same again and will never be better . All i cared about was about my own feelings , how the fuck can i forget that she has feelings too ?! T.T My ego sucks . I cant see the good things in life and cant appreciate small things . I bet she'll never forget what i said, bet she hates me ryte now . And I cnt blame her . I cnt believe i just lost my bestest friend . Im just a fucking fake . T.T FML . Im down right sorry friend . Totally love ya as my friend and i'll always regret what i said . cnt believe i hurt your heart and feelings . SLAP ME when you see me . :( I'll do anything in my power or in the world to make it up to her . Please Logan You Bitch, Change yourself for the better !!! T.T

10:20 pm

Wednesday, 10 November 2010
Hey , School's gonna end soon and i'm looking forward to it . I'm gonna sleep all day long and disturb no one during the holidays . Not gonna text much , or call anyone A lot . Gonna keep to myself and work towards a better mind set cause i cnt stand it anymore . Trying to forget the word love too . God damn it . Hate it . Your love for him grows stronger while i become mentally weak everytime .Gosh . Maybe i just gotta get a new hobby ! Joggin anyone ? plan to lose about 10-15 kilos by my next birthday . Gotta tone ma bodd too . Will be hittin the gym often . Anyone working out, joggin pls pls pls tag me along . I wanna be fit again. Miss the old days where i can hit 13-14 secs for 100m . Tht was wayy back in sec 1. Now i'm almst 17 . Just imagine if i were Fit ! Dad's gonna get me a new hp soon . Woohoo . Its been a long time that i have been usin the temp China phone after my hp died at sea -.-'' . Also gonna get myself the new dark pink street soccer shoes . Then i'll be the eye of the court babe ! 12 Nov is judgement day for ELC . Hope everything goes smoothly . Been selected for the soccer school team , woohoo ! Cant decide whether to take jersey number 7 ? or 9 which is worn by Fernando Torres . El nino ! My idol . Got class camp on the 21st of dec. So afraid tht i cnt attend it :X Well thts tht. Nothing really to look forward to . Boring . Chow guys .

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9:06 pm

Monday, 8 November 2010
HELLO LOGAN!

Sorry I login to your blog without permission. Ha-ha. Basically I'm here just to say THANK YOU for the long awaited Kinder Beuno. Big yeay, I LOVE IT:) Surprising huh see me here.

So since Logan has been good to me lets post good things about him.
Logan is Amazing of cause all my best-friends are amazing maaaaaaah. Seriously. He's not cool cause I am cool not him! And obviously he is taller than me. But he's scared of me(I hope) Haha. And I just remembered, I only knew Logan exist this year. -.-" Btw, everyone had good time celebrating Deepavali at his place, thanks for inviting. And my first time celebrating Deepavali y'know:)

Btw, Logan don't emo emo like your previous post laaaaaaaaaaaaa. Emo is not you! Cheer up and be strong. And don't make your blog dead again.

BYEBYE:)

1:52 pm


Had a decent day , gained another $30 bucks today frm festive collections ! Haha , met cousins, had a decent time . Nothing really gives my life any real big thing to enjoy about . Boring and simple . Love hurts , seriously guys , it does . Knwing you cant get the girl of your dreams, watching her love for her lucky man , showing her love for him strongly , we wish and ask god, why isnt he me ? It really effects the heart negatively . Very very uneasy feeling . Sleepless nights . Sometimes tears roll down, but deep down you know its almost impossible . I may sound emo emo but its really a painfull feeling . I beg myself at times to forget her , but when i see her face , i'm in awe , in awe of god's sweetest creation, carved to perfect . Pretty, sexy and a voice that makes chills run down your spine everytime you hear it . Im crazy over yous gurl , crazy , But you love him . T.T My life sucks really .

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12:27 am

Sunday, 7 November 2010
Hey guys,(no one actually visits my blog,I pretend they do) how you'doin ? Im gonna be active in blogspot from now on,hopefully. As you can see, ma blogskin has been changed, finally thanks too iznie, :) Been months beggin peeps to help me change it.

Life has been normal. No big ups or downs so far. Just celebrated Diwali yest and invited close pals for open house. Had a decent time socialisin with them and caught up with a few old pals too. Hope everyone had a decent time, Hopefully everyone :( Friends left around, nearly 9pm. Played blackjack with relatives and dad's friends . Hahah, i felt like some rich dude seriously, me in my leather coat, cuban cigars beside me and a 24 yr old chivas regal right infront of me, playin blackjack, God damn ! Haha, made about 20 bucks. Sisters friends also joined the game, met this guy called Wan antonio, he's columbian. He is 24 yrs old ..studying here . He was tellin us about the columbian mafiaa..that they're not as strong as before, very weak. Also spoke about drugs there . Hahaha, he also sang as columbian songs n my was he good. He also knws a great deal abt football ! Haha. Pleasure to have met him. Gt a text frm ma lil sis tht herself n ma budd shaff were freaked out by some teenagers on their way home on the bus, they were kinda disturbed and irriated by those freaks. Losers shld knw better than too prey on young girls .Felt guilty i didnt send them home as it was already late and i was their host for the day . Thank god there're alright .Then celebrated dad's birthday, same day as deepavali . Great time really . Went to bed around 3am, ended sleepin at nearly 5 cause the party, to the rest of them, had only begun ! Hahaha, the hall became a dancefloor ! Haha. Anyw still gt a lot of diwali vistin to do for rest of the month. Hope to get more $$$. Hahaha.

Well the only bad thing is that theres still 5 days of extended curriculum -__________-'' hate it seriously . At least tuesday maybe gonna watch paranormal activity 2 with usual movie budds, Khair,Shaf,Zahra,Ayie and this time, joined by Aiting . :) Thinkin of Shaf and Zahra, i owe them things ! Haha . Owe Zahra a magnum, Crunch for shafiqah and a Kinda Bueno for Ratnah the coolkid . Hehehe ( Ratnah's nt tht cool anyws ) Lol. Hope school ends soon cause ma mind is sooo not into studying right now. I'm all holiday now ! Soccer Trainings still continue with a pre season tournament coming up in less than a month . ELC problems will resolve this 12th nov, where the entire club will come together to discuss the ''problem''. Hopefully its in my favour. Or else i'll have to look for a new club, i've had offers already anyws. But i want to remain at the club i have come to love, lets see how it goes...

Well, from now on, i think i gotta change myself. I think i've got no enemies, well i think i dnt, but i just gotta change myself, for the better . Seriously gotta lose weight, visit the gym and jog often ! Become my old physically fit self ! And At least be everyone's good friend as Love, isnt ma thing . All the people i have loved ever since i broke of with ma ex Nur Sabrina back in 2007, ald are in a relationship. Why ? Why must i love you ? Millions of girls out there, why you ? Maybe cause you're one in a million to me , but im just one of those million guys out there too you . As long you're happy with your boyfriend, I would say im happy for you but im not . This feeling, its like i'd do anything for ya girl. Your special, normal's boring . But i knw, i'll never be tht guy you'd wanna hear or be with all the time, im just yo friend . Im jealous of your boyfriend girl, down right jealous. God gave hym his sweetest and prettiest creation to hym and let me watch you together upclose . Thts the worst punishment, sometimes i'd wish i nvr knew you. Everytime i see ya girl,i go gaga over yous. I'd do anything . Just be happy with hym all ayte ? Well thts all bla bla..etc etc. I'knw i aint gonna be yours , might as well enjoy the simple moments with you as your friend . :(

Enough crappin abt me, sorry guys if i'd bored you to death, just needed to let it out . Take care and Please tag on ya wayy out homies. Thanks a million . ;)

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3:25 am

Sunday, 17 October 2010
Hey Guys ! Miss me ? Hahaa. Finally Remembered about ma blog. Its seems TOTALLY dead. Not a single vistor and update in almost 2 months. Well, what do i say now ? End of year exams are over ! God please !, i tried my best, well not really, haha, but pls ! let me get promoted to sec4 express next year ! I know i can pass english, science and f&n. im doubtful of my combine humanes and tamil but i surely flunked my math. :( pls , let me move forward in my life. Had M7 outing recently and it wasnt half bad. Gonna have a chalet with them in the future ! tht'll be awesome ! ELC chalet too ! Not forgettin ELC matches ! With a new manager and new strike partners, there will be compettiton for first team places. Also cnt wait for our new jerseys. :) Wish all my classmates, especially those from dear M7, best of luck for their results. To My Ex-classmates, all the best for your Olvls ! Meet you guys in your second year babes ! Take care dear fellow bloggers, and oh btw, keep the taggs flowin in ! Haaha (;

Logan Gonzalez

7:21 pm

Sunday, 22 August 2010





















HEY WAZZUP DAWGS. HAHAHA, FINALLY UPDATING, TO PROVE THAT I AINT LAZY. HAHA. SO LIFE HAS BEEN RATHER SMOOTH SO FAR, I PASSED EVERY COMMON TEST SO FAR INCLUDING A GRADES FOR 2 OR 3 OF THEM. WEEWHOO ! HAHA. JOINED SOCCER BACK AFTER QUITTING 3 YEARS AGO, COACH JAMAL STILL REMEMBER ME SIAA. HAHA. HE TOLD ME THAT I PLAYED WELL AND ITS GOOD TO HAVE ME BACK ^^ MADE NEW FRIENDS AND ALLIES AT SOCCER TRAINING. WHEN TO SWENSENS LAST FRIDAY AFTER TRAINING WITH SYAFIL, AIDID,SHAKIR,YONG, SHAMIR AND FARHAN. HAD A LOT OF FUN THERE ! HAD PEPPORONI CHEESE PIZZA, YUMMY ! FOR DESSERT, YONG ORDERED EARTHQUAKE ICE CREAM, WHICH CONSISTED OF 8 DIFF FLAVOURS. WE CHOSE ,OLD FASHION VANILLA - YONG, MACHADEMIA NUT - ME, STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATE - AIDID, DOUBLE STRAWBERRY - SHAKIR, BUTTERSCOTCH - SHAMIR, MINT - ZUL, FORGOT WHAT FARHAN CHOSE, BUT SYAFIL CHOSE DURIAN SUMPREME. YUCKS. HAHA. ENDED UP MIXING EVERY SINGLE FLAVOUR CAUSE WE HATED DURIAN, MADE A MESS OF THE PLACE. HAHA. HAD LOTS OF FUN, BTW I THINK WE'RE BANNED FROM SWENSENS..LOL. AFTER THAT PLAYED CATCHING AT CIVIC CENTRE. GEHREK GILER OI ! SERIOUS. THEN LEPAK TILL ABT 11 PM, WENT HOME SLEPT. HAHA. WENT TO WATCH YOG ATHLETICS WITH CLASSMATES. QUITE FUN UH. SOME PEOPLE WERE MAD CAUSE THEY DID NOT LIKE THEIR SEATS..BUT SHE GOT TO SEAT WITH THE PRETTIEST GIRL SIAA.. HAHA WTF. SUPPOSE TO WATCH HORROR FILM, DIDNT MATERIALIZE IN THE END AND GOT POSTPONED. NOW WAITING FOR 7.15PM SO CAN BUKA , GOT TULANG MERAH SIAA. SURE SEDAPP. WHICH IS IN 13 MINS ! HAHA. OK TAKE CARE DOUCHEBAGS ! DNT FORGET TO TAG ON YOUR WAY OUT. GOOD DAY ! :-DD ~~~








6:11 pm

Sunday, 15 August 2010

Surprise ! Haha . I'm back . The coolest kid in town . So , Hello world ! I am COOL , RATNAH NURUL HALIZAH .

Haha , Logan . Since your blog gonna be dead soon . So , I make it alive ! ((:

Btw , I'm not supposed to be here . I wanted to take a break , I landed here somehow somewhere . I'm tired y'know . I just came back from Terawih . There's so many work to be completed . I screwed up many things today . FUCKtastic . I sucks a lot . (Sorry for the vulgars) But still , I am very cool . Homework not done yet . So goodbye . ((:

I still want Kinder bueno . Thank you very much :D

10:08 pm

Thursday, 29 July 2010
I didn't know I never take picture with you before eh douche. As in, the picture of the two of us only. Been searching for it in Facebook since just now sia. And I found this picture! Love it, cause I'm eating my Magnum which was bought by you. Hahahaha :D Woohoo.

Okay, Zahra here by the way. Errr.. I don't really know what to post. Hmmmmmmm, maybe I should talk about you.

Well, Logan is a good friend of mine. :DDD But he's not sometimes. He loves to bully me in and outside class. _|_ But he listens to me when I need someone to talk to, and he's a good advicer okayyyyy. He's understanding and he's good in making people smile. :D The first impression when I first saw him was.... "Eee, arrogant." HAHA. But he ain't arrogant. He's shy. That's what he told me.

And douche, thanks for being my Social Studies teacher just now. It helps me a lot :D Study hard okayyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Okay bye.

- Ratnah! This means I'm cool too, right? HAHA :D
-- PLEASE UPDATE!!!! Stop being a lazybum lah kental. Ha! :D

9:48 pm

Saturday, 24 July 2010

First, I am Not Logan Gonzalez .

This is the 24th post ???????!
Hey aliens. You should know me, I am the coolest kid in town. Not town, world. I am Ratnah Nurul Halizah, Logan coolest friend(: Logan only allowed cool people to update his blog. Thank you! Sorry , you guys are not cool enough to update his blog. Too bad!

Beside updating this dead blog, I will help to update the Links too. He's a douche. He doesn't know how to Link people. Muahahahaha! I will read old post from his tag-board and see who need to be link. Woah, I'm cool huh? Thank me if you are finally link! Sorry of you're not link. Hmm..

Go to http://raatt-just4-me.blogspot.com if you think this blog is NOT cool. Muahahaha((: My blog is cool. Not about Liverpool or even football. Football is boring. Yeah BORING! Most of the time. I didn't say ALL the time. Sorry dude! I got nothing else to post. But, lets hope logan will buy me Kinder bueno for this. Yeayeayeay.

Goodbye people. Oh yeah, I had fun laughing at Logan with Zahra&Bobby during English lesson on Friday. Logan if you remembered. The one about staircase, your old school. And you say its "nice". Hahahaha ! Tkcare(:

10:14 pm

Saturday, 19 June 2010
hey guys! holidays are good so far and i wish they never end cause im too lazy to go to school. i have nt even touch my books yet! ^^ so for the last 3 days it has been hardcore world cup fever for me n my friends! 3 days staright of watching all the wayy from 730pm all the way til 4am in the morning and playing FIFA till 7am in the morning! sleeping only at 8am n waking up at 2 or 3pm for lunch! hehehe. The world cup is full of surprises and disappointments. all the good teams like germany,england,france,italy and especially the team im supporting,spain are not up to mark! at least holland and argentina are doing fairly well! anyw im happy that i bought a japan and argentina jersey. they're nt ori but cool look! i m gonna get holland soon! haha. maybe england. haha. so hope you guys are having a great time with ur holidays! and btw, i changed my blog songs! be sure to hear them all! once u read this, pls TAG asswipes! chiow guys!

10:26 pm

Sunday, 13 June 2010
Yo waazup Homies ?! how doing ? haha. the june holidays are filled with things to do huh ? school hmwk.. cca commitments.. outings.. so many stuff to do! haha. after 2 weeks of scrabble training, my team finally played in the finals of the singapore national scrabble tournament n we became 4th in the cup catergory..going dwn to only the best team in the competition..making us the 4th best group in singapore baby! woohoo! haha. our trainings n hard work was well paid off and nw we are awaiting rewards from our scrabble teachers! hehehehe. here are some pics of us. :)


















Another memorable thing during the june holidays was the MSeven bbq outing ! i had lots of fun! had fun time chatting.. swimming and bbq-ing food with such wonderful company. everyone was fun there. sadly the girls could nt overnyte :'( non the less they joined us the next day.. i seriously had lots of fun..if i were to elaborate every event..in will take almost an hour to read it ! hahaha. had fun especially at nyte with my dear budd cet! BANSHEE! REXONA! FUCK LAHH! haha. i really hope there is another gathering with my dear m7 this june holidays. i really miss them! m7 forever! chey..hahaha. they are really awesome hunks n chicks! hehe. m7 rocks baby!























I still gt alot to do for the june holidays! solarprix and hmwk! and there is gonna be another ELC soccer match b4 the holidays end and i wanna cross the 20 goal mark..as a striker i think thats the min i shld reach :) im on 18 nw! so all hot chicks out there ! come dwn n support us n support me so i can reach my target! hehehehe. good day bloggers ! dnt forget to tag once ur done reading! better tag! haaha

7:37 pm

Saturday, 5 June 2010
hey there bloggers ! how you doing asswipes ? haha,i've noticed tht many people are nw using my word nw..chey..hahaha. the first week of june holidays just ended..and it was filled with remedials and SCRABBLE trainings. haha. also celebrated raatt's bday with close pals..mseven lahh. haha. played soccer with khair n khairi almost half the week and few trainings with ELC. next week is gonna be packed ! mseven bbq pit ! lets hoope it will be a memorable one yeaah ! then got elc match against mseven. hope many fans turn up ! haha. also may have moviee outing with ex classmates. then gt singapore national scrabble finals alsoo ! training almost everyday siaa..hope ttoo continue to win something for msl! really looking forward to next week. anyways my cousin just arrived in spore and he is 18. havent seen hym for a long time..his family is overseas btw and their freaking rich ! haha. he has us$5000 to spend for the 2 weeks of holiday here so im gonna help hym spend it. wahahaha ! he's also rather handsome because our parents say we look alike. LOL. will upload pics of us on Fb soon yeah..haha ok asswipes..do tc ! and tagg at my tagboard aytes ! good day !

5:19 pm

Wednesday, 28 April 2010
Hey there fellow bloggers..how you doing.. today i realised many things. wow.. i have been so playfull and careless this year so far. im forgeting where im..i have forgotton tht im a retainee. i should be ashamed of myself. i shouldnt be the way im nw. how can i still be so careless abt my life and live life so recklessly.. i careless abt people's feelings and their point of views..i treat them pathetically..do i even have real good friends here in sec3 ? or m i just like anyother classmate for them ? i dont think they would ever be good friends with me like they are with their own age group people..i just should shut my mouth and be a good guy in class..everywhere. gain my respect and honour back.. i should be more quieter and studyy very hard constantly...i really have to change for the better...

btw today was like anyother day.. sang songs with wei ming..haha sang eenie meenie..like a duet..teacher and whole class laughed.. LOL. shafiqah was high during math lesson like always..violent too..haha. after school..hang out with friends..got punched and chased by crazy elina ! very pain siaa she.. strong too! then when to MFT..played soccer..had fun. when home with haikal..he and i made a promise tht we will not play soccer after this week untill the mid year exams end...GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR MYE PEOPLE ! - wont be updating till end of mye homies !

good day people

Logan

10:43 pm

Monday, 26 April 2010
Hey there Homies.. how you fools doing ? haha. Typical monday, sch started late but i woke up late and had to take a taxi to school ! $6 gone. First period F&N.. managed to complete my food order list..equipment list and stuff...only left with decision making and timeplan. etc.etc. HAHAHA. Then had english lesson, stupid Khair hit me with a stapler and i shouted at hym..in the end both of us kena send outta class. Then freaking lightning..non stop when we stand out of class..so loud somemore..then we standing at the window..then suddenly gt a huge flash ! nt even a second.. a thunderous BOOM ! i got freaked out and fell to the ground...wtf ? haha ..whole class laughed at me. Me and Khair begged Ms Hana to go back into class..she only let us in after Mr Loke walk pass our class -.-'' .. i go in haikal ask me what mr loke say..i dunno why.. i just punch hym in the arm..Ms hana send me out again ! haha. then S.S normal.. learn about how to answer essay questions..instead of VED period had Physics..Ms yap thought us very well and i understood most of it. it was Ms yap's bday the day before so we sang her birthday song twice ! after school ended ran around class with buddy Haikal fighting with hym for fun. then when to cwp with hym for a while.. bought stuff from old chunkee and when home with hym.. reached home..facebooked for awhile..then slept..woke up in 10 mins.. had lunch..when bck to bed..woke up only at 8.30pm. did f&n decision making and i had to respect my case study so much.. HAHA. then nw finally gt laptop from dad to print out my work and blogging for awhile nw. TMR IS P.E and i cant wait !

adious amigos,

Logan Gonzalez :)

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10:52 pm

Wednesday, 14 April 2010
hey wazzup people..

today was great ! somehow made it on time for school. had boring 2 hr theory lesson with fun here and there but my mood was spoilt when someone sat on ma seat ! had to sit with kum yun know ! had english lesson which was rather fun. then zahra spoke to me abt asyraf calling her and msging her randomly. hahaha. asyraf is a cool guy lahh. had a boring 3 period math lesson. i seriously have to start to pay attention in math class frm nw on..im lagging behind. aftr scrabble hang out with the usual peeps at canteen b4 we went our separate ways (cca) ended scrabble at abt 4.30pm and rushed to mft ! thts where the fun started ! hahaha

when there....me,haikal (bobby), qamarul, N.F.A and amirul formed a team and played against a bunch of sec one kids from evg sec. won them 3-0 ! all 3 who score ? hahaha. then next time was khair's brothers team. they looked like a great team and we were a bit scared..but we won 3-0 again. who score tell me pls ? hahaha. hafiz said i played very well. thanx bro ! i even suprised myself with a skill even i believe i could nt do, but unfortunately the ball hit the cross bar..still style sia ! then we lepak lepak for awhile b4 playing one last match..at 7.15pm and it was dark already. sufi had just join us then. had super duper fun siakk ! me sufi hafiz and amirul one team vs NFA qamarul rizal and tarm. i scored many and dribbled like hell. ltr we started playing no rules football ! gehrek siaa ! i sufi hafiz ( PIC ) planned to go for NFA's leg. every time he had the ball we slid on hym or body contacted hym! hahaha. it was very fun. AND HAFIZ BRO ! thanks a million for the drinks ! ur the greatest !

thanks for reading u no life fools ! hahaha jkjk. tc peeps

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11:52 pm

Monday, 12 April 2010
hey there bloggers !

wazzup homies ?! long time no see huh.. it has been 5 months ! updating my blog thanks to Belle, who helped me revive it when i ruined it 5 months ago. hahaha.

school has been great. new friends and teachers..all awesome people. still part of ELC and recently join MSEVEN and formed a group called P.I.C with close pals. S.K.L is in the process too. hahaha.

recently had an elc match against mseven in which elc won 16-2. i scored 4 ! haha. exams are on the way and i should be mugging hard for them. alryte people, thts all..chow !

p.s ~ Elina pls take care ok ?

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